Monday, July 23, 2012

wedding?

daughter just got married.  is my glass half full or half empty?  It looks pretty good in this photo, but I'm not sure that it is accurate.  2 weeks before the massive event, husband lost his job.  this photo was from the rehearsal dinner, i had to leave the actual wedding reception because i could not stop crying despite taking the pills that were supposed to help with that. 


i simply ran out of the ability to meet and greet people with a smile and make pleasant chat with that black monkey of financial worry sitting heavily on my shoulder biting my brain.
i stopped being able to cope.

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